Helloo, I'm Charlie. I'm 23 and studying at Chester University, England. I am a novice blogger but thought would start one up and see what happens : ) I love God so so flippin much and have given my life fully and completely to Him. Laughter, joy and complete freedom I seek. There are still lots of things for Him to iron out in me (will always be) but we are all on a journey and hopefully this will give anyone whos interested a little insight into mine...
"For she is clothed in dignity and in strength and she laughs without fear at the days to come". (Proverbs 31:25)










Wednesday, 21 December 2011

'As he walked along, he saw Levi son of Alphaeus sitting at his tax collectors booth. "Follow me and be my disciple" Jesus said to him. So Levi got up and followed him.'

'If we would follow Jesus we must take certain definite steps. The first step, which follows the call, cuts the disciple off from his previous existence. The call to follow at once produces a new situation. To stay in the old situation makes discipleship impossible....
Until that day everything had been different. They could remain in obscurity, pursuing their work as the quiet in the land, observing the law. and waiting for the coming of the Messiah. But now he has come, and his call goes forth. Faith can no longer mean sitting still and waiting - they must rise and follow him. The call frees them from all earthly ties, and binds them to Jesus Christ alone. They must burn their boats and plunge into absolute insecurity in order to learn the demand and the gift of Christ.' (Bonhoeffer 1959)

The above is a quote from Dietrich Bonhoeffers book 'The call to Discipleship'. I am studying it as part of my research project for uni but am finding it so challenging as well.
This chapter titled 'The call to discipleship' really excites me. Its basically about moving forwards, following Jesus, stepping out of the boat and taking risks. All in order to follow Him who gives each of us specific callings.

I think that this is a season where I am thinking a lot about my future calling. I am coming to the end of my three year youth work degree and am busy thinking and praying through the next steps. I feel like they could potentially be pretty big ones and potentially a little bit scary.  Steps that would require faith and a bit of a miracle really. But I feel the Lord building my faith and preparing me to believe for the unbelievable and seemingly unatainable. The book goes on to say 'Peter had to leave the ship and risk his life on the sea, in order to learn both his own weakness and the almightly power of his Lord. If Peter had not taken the risk, he would never have learnt the meaning of faith.' (Bonhoeffer 1959)

RISK. The big R word. Risk is scary and leaves us a bit open and a bit vulnerable but boy is it worth it in the end!!! A friend once sent me the following and whenever im feeling a bit open and a bit vulnerable at a step forwards iv just made I read this:

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool

To weep is to risk appearing sentimental

To reach out to others is to risk involvement

To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self

To place your ideas, your dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss

To love is to risk not being loved in return

To live is to risk dying

To hope is to risk despair

To try is to risk failure

But risks must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to do nothing

The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, and is nothing

They may avoid suffering and sorrow, but they cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love, live

Chained by their attitudes, they are a slave, they forfeited their freedom

Only the person who risks can be free.



So I guess what I am saying is lets go for it. Lets step forwards and be risk takers and 'leave the boat', lets be people who grasp the meaning of faith, leaning on His word and His direction.

Exciting times ahead!!!!!!

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